life is unpredictable.
recently there are many funerals nearby my house
one of them is from the house directly opposite mine.
last week he was just healthy and moving around
heard he suddenly had a heart attack and just passed away.
today's probably the first nite cos they just set up the stuff this afternoon.
its just so sad, reminds me of how pple can die so quickly; how fragile life is.
its so scary to know that someone you're talking to today may not be around anymore tmr.
thats why we should treasure what we have, and those around us.
wanna let all my frens and family know that you're remembered and loved (:

ytd was a rather bad one esp for sis.
she was scolded for her lousy results and as a result she MAY(most prob not bah...) have to withdraw from NPCC as well as her upcoming ATC in ubin this june.
she also may not be able to attend subsequent courses...
which means she cant get promoted, if she doesnt attend any of these
sympathise with her alot cos i understand what its like having gone thru it myself.
however dont really blame my parents that much cos her results and positioning are rather unbelievable and very obviously little effort has been put in..
tuition fees are alarming, yet she refuses to put in effort, esp for her maths.
she scored an E8 and she's only sec2, and despite all the tuitioning.
everyday after coming home, besides showering and eating, either she sleeps or she uses the computer all the way till she sleeps. and without studying.
at most she probably studied that minimum after being banned from computer before her last test, but it was only for that one subject, and unfortunately what she studied didnt come out.
and yet im always scolded for disturbing her when i didnt do anything and she didnt study.
and cos of that, my parents are putting lots of pressure on me for mye...
its freaky; im afraid the same thing would happen to me too.
that i did badly for mye and as a result unable to go for cluster..
very worried..gotta study for this june break.
just hope sis is allowed to go to ATC and all the courses, and that mye would turn out fine...=/
sis's phone is confiscated, big blow to her cos she lives pretty much for her handphone and computer. she says she feels like dying without it lol.
and she keeps begging me to lend her my computer.
i will probably lend her after she does some productive work.
well it probably wont work out cos from previous experiences, she doesnt take me seriously whenever i try to help and it always turns out as her screaming at me and hating me.
budden, i seriously pity her for doing so poorly and hopfully the same thing wont happen to me ):

hm next wed going to belumut le...rather nervous. abit sad abt being in exco cos maybe im not meant to be in in the first place......=/
okay sorry take it i didnt say that. ):

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